you know who you are.

you were nothing but a fluke.
the exact reason i was afraid.
but i actually i knew i was risking this.
stupid of me actually.
i saw this coming, as slow as i did it still came.
tars flood my eyes.
they fall from my face to the palms of my hands.
and there i hold my stupidity.
just remember you caused this.
but its not your fault.
it was mine for letting you.
this should have never happened.
i never should have felt the way i did,
only to get hurt... kind of like we both knew i would.

its like this...

its like falling into cold water for the first time

kind of like taking your first steps. maybe like following the rules.

even tho there arent many of those.

this feeling is total bliss. almost effortless, like floating or flying.

its kind of like drifting away but youre still here.

my heart, it keeps beating. with every one i fall even harder.

i think of you, then i smile because you think of me too.

like puzzle pieces we fit.

hand in had we'll walk. our eyes will always lock.

some pieces will be stronger than others and some will just be forgotten.

im falling into cold water. taking my first steps into this.

i dont want to follow the rules. this is total bliss.

effortless this feeling is. this is like flying.

im drifting, but closer to you.

my heart only beats for you. as it will always.

i fall harder and harder everyday for you.

you always seem to make me smile.

our pieces seem to fit perfectly.

and from the beginning i knew this was it,

i knew i could quit looking for this.

because i took one look into your eyes,

and at that instant i knew i was looking into my forever. <3