its a new beginning here. this is a new life. my eyes open wide. then close again. how does someone feel like falling deep inside ones self. i just wanna fall away. fall off the cloud that brought me so far. slide across the floors that have always been my base. shout off the roof top that has always been the shelter of my everything. tare through the ropes that have been my strength. i want to cry through my days. erase the laughs that you or i had ever had. scream when i hear your voice. i feel like cringing when i feel your lovely touch. i am leaving. ive opened the door that led me to this beginning. now im closing it to see that this is the end. you will stand on the other side. stare in my eyes. ill say it all. this silence burns my ears. i have no tears, i have no regret. this will not break me. it will no longer be my weakness. this proves to be my strength... my strength to let go because i cant hold on.